Things I Discuss with Kierstan
- Permission to cum
- Permission to talk to certain guys and how to deal with them
- How to stop stroking especially when I’m not coming
- Kierstan has all power but I have none
- Permission to buy certain recordings
- How other see me (ppl see a homo/faggot)
- Deepening the gay dick ritual, one piece at a time
- furthering counseling/journaling
- more specif work on “erotic cognitive dissonance (fear vs desire): the subatomic power of emotional sadomasochism”; authority/vulnerability; consensual/non-consent
- findom (if only a little)
- Transcribe ALL of Tara’s gaydick recording.
- Rules about calling Kiersten and not calling Kiersten and related rewards and punishments
- Safe words, or how to step out of our roles and make adjustments
- Reading my letter to Tara and getting Kiersten’s approval. Likewise, reading transcript of my conversation with Clarissa and discussing with Kiersten anything important that comes out of that
- rules of interaction with Kiersten
- principal gaydick hypno trigger
- the ritual
- my history
- my boyfriends
- g-hotline
- coming problem
- building deeper, more strictly-defined mind control/hypno triggers/boundaries
- masturbating without purpose
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